i seriously don`t know whats the fuck that is happening to me .
everything just seems so weird ,
Darryl&co came up me yesterday
&they commented this : you seems to have grown up , the distance is drifing apart .
yeah , i know , i had grown up like within this few months .
everything changed . i mean , really changed !
after all the things that i had been through .
its always used to be Darryl&co who gave me advice ,
but recently , i had been the one advicing them .
i know , it made them worry for me .
guys , i know you all had always been there for me .
sorry for making you all worry all these while .
then again , look !
J-MIN will always be J-MIN .
she will still be smiling , laughing&joking her ass off .
for , she knew ; smile hide a million tears `
&i knew these are always a few thoughts that come upoon my mind .
still , the truth is .
J-MIN need someone to cheer her up badly !